Confuse... Bothered... Waiting

Who am I to you?

What am I to you?

Do I have to ask these questions often for me not to confuse myself?

Is it a protocol to ask you these questions whenever I speak with you?

I know that we are bestfriends

And sometimes you have your hang ups, raves and rants

But if we are bestfriends

Do I at least get a warning when you have hang ups?

You get to cut our communication when you have a problem

I tried to get in touch with you but your closing the lines

I understand what you meant last time when you are confuse and have problems

But do I at least get a hint that you have rants?

I understand why you are like this

I know your afraid that you might end up losing another friend

You told me before that you give your all when it comes to friends

But still you end up losing them and they leave you

What I can guarantee you is that you will not lose me

You will have me as your bestfriend no matter what

I'll wait for the time that you will open the lines again

I won't get tired and pray for you my bestfriend... missing you...